No life or times.

This was the title of my old blog, dare I say it livejournal. Sounds better than deadjournal which is also around and about.

I just logged in after many moons.

The entries date back to 2004, its full of photo's, funny sayings and sixth form antics.
The first few entries were about the fact that i'd fallen down the stairs and mashed up a couple of my toes! good times. I am silly.

Profile picture was some converses.
Music taste, some good, some questionable, very teenage angsty.
I would sign the entries with things like,

"lots of hugs and candy and cream cakes",
"ye cheesecake lover",

Oh dear.

Wow that was a long time ago. five years give or take a couple of months.

Fun reading it though.

Here's a sneaky peak.

March 3rd 2004 6.07pm

Nelly furtado, Try

All I knowIs everything is not as it's soldbut the more I grow the less I knowAnd I have lived so many livesThough I'm not oldAnd the more I see, the less I growThe fewer the seeds the more I sowThen I see you standing thereWanting more from meAnd all I can do is tryThen I see you standing thereWanting more from meAnd all I can do is tryI wish I hadn't seen all of the realnessAnd all the real people are really not real at allThe more I learn the more I cryAs I say goodbye to the way of lifeI thought I had designed for meThen I see you standing thereWanting more from meAnd all I can do is tryThen I see you standing thereI'm all I'll ever beBut all I can do is tryTryAll of the moments that already passedWe'll try to go back and make them lastAll of the things we want each other to beWe never will beAnd that's wonderful, and that's lifeAnd that's you, babyThis is me, babyAnd we are, we are, we are, we areFreeIn our loveWe are free in our love

March 3rd 2005 1.17pm

JIMMY EAT WORLD - The Middle

Hey, don't write yourself off yetIt's only in your head you feel left out orlooked down on.Just try your best, try everything you can.And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.Hey, you know they're all the same.You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.Live right now.Yeah, just be yourself.It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.Hey, don't write yourself off yet.It's only in your head you feel left out orlooked down on.Just do your best, do everything you can.And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.

Grrr brain foggyness. its v. annoying when it takes you an age to write an e-mail.

(guess i loved the music as much as one does now, maybe even more, The middle. love it.)

March 5th 2006 9.17pm

Hewoo
love you
i think i might get to see phatfish AND tim huges next saturday. Three services today to welcome us all in. so a bit sleepy. some people come from down south.. i even met a dude today who's house we're swapping with who used to live in ware when he was a wee boy, its a small world eh. I'm uber tired now. erm the snow is still here. First training tomorrow but rosie is picking me up so i dont have to walk to the station. I made cupcakes choc choc chip today with pink icing. theyre cool. erm.tis al
lxoxoxooxxoxox

p.s i'm getting that missing feeling a bit. first week away blueees :P*hugs*
(first week away in keighley on frontline)
March 5th 2006 9.54pm

I'm seriously getting withdrawral from msn
i havent been able to check my emails or get on messenger since monday (nothing much has changed then.. facebook...)
.help
nite nite

Yes, goodnight.